Oi Shan is certain that I would be kidnapped and sold to a child prostitute syndicate, but truth is, I feel no fear.
I feel a mix of agitation and anxiety and ardor that roughly makes up to a semblance of fear, but I feel no fear. Not in a good way.
Maybe if I get scared in the correct situations, it would be like a gamefaqs.com walkthrough that guides me 100% to act in sensible ways. People would finally like me O__O
Yet I do get scared, just not for my life. I get hell scared when I have to lose or disappoint people I care truckloads for. I sure have vested interest in making sure everyone around me communicates "I Am Happy" to me.
*typical scenario in Huan's life*
XXX looks tired/grumpy/sad/worried/insert other non-happy adjectives
[Huan's head: ALARM TEETEETEETEETEETEETEETEETEEETEETEE!
step 1: rectify the situation
if step 1 does not work, repeat step 1. ]
I attribute this perverse hobby of mine to someone I met in primary school, who also happens to be in nursing school now, on her way to become the Singaporean Mother Teresa.
I digressed.
Anyway I just wanted to say I wouldn't die. I've got a good feeling about it. Ya?
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